Journal Entries

I am beginning to put all of my writings regarding infidelity and other marriage issues in one place.    They are also tagged with the date they were actually written. I thought transferring them from MySpace would be easier than writing the next chapter of my blog.  If it was, it wasn’t easier by much.  Pain buried is still there, only needing a decent wind to blow away the cover and surface in it’s aching rawness.

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2006/10/12/invisible/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2006/10/24/living-by-whose-rules

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2006/10/25/teetertotter/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2006/11/02/maybe-baby/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/12/20/if-i-were-to-write-a-christmas-newsletter/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2006/12/29/lost-my-head-a-bit/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2006/12/31/jazz-hands

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/01/happy-new-year-bastard/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/02/lifes-a-yo-yo/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/05/the-fear-that-leaves-me-gibbery/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/08/against-all-odds-a-piece-is-missing/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/09/just-breathe/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/11/two-kinds-of-distance/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/11/my-i-have-strength-to-wallow-playlist/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/14/never-a-clear-answer/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/16/the-fisher-king/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/16/tae-me/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/18/an-afternoon-with-my-wounded-child/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/19/a-talk-with-my-pastor/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/20/on-the-heels-of-anger

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/20/im-angry/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/21/can-a-cheetah-change-his-spots/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/23/numbers-dont-lie-do-they/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/24/mixed-bouquet/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/25/look-for-the-girl-with-the-broken-smile/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/28/cant-take-it-back/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/01/31/to-understand-that-story-you-need-to-know-this-one/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/02/01/have-we-found-the-core/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/02/06/every-road-leads-where/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/02/10/the-things-ive-been-thinking/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/02/12/closing-time/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/02/23/dedicated-to-my-girls/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/02/23/the-shape-of-things/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/03/01/ringing-free

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/03/03/not-getting-it

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/03/05/one-worry-led-to-another-and-before-i-knew-it-i-was-thinking/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/03/09/feeling-so-lonely/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/03/16/take-a-gander/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/03/18/the-times-the-are-achanging/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/03/19/you-do-have-a-beautiful-soul/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/03/21/answered-prayers/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/03/25/clothing-pressure

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/03/27/reserved-happiness/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/04/02/homecoming-honeymoon/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/04/16/non-answer-answer/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/04/22/c/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/05/01/where-i-am/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/05/04/a-lesson-about-rushing-into-a-solution/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/05/26/hes-gone-again/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/06/13/i-dont-ever-do-this/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/06/14/informal-poll/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/07/19/still-breathing/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/09/08/this-is-me-this-is-me-being-a-bitch/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/10/04/appearances-can-be-deceiving/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2007/10/11/past-present-and-future/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/04/20/missing

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/04/28/theyre-crying

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/05/11/lovely-mothers-day-first/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/05/18/changes-reflections-and-growth/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/05/19/222-too-much/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/06/15/the-bitch-is-gone/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/07/17/what-is-wrong-with-me/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/07/31/home-ring-fun-pinned/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/08/11/friends-romans-countrymen-lend-me-your-ears/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/08/14/the-other-woman/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/09/12/that-guy-is-an-affair-waiting-to-happen/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/09/16/i-embarassed-myself-today/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/10/05/going-going-gone/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/10/26/you-see-im-scared/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/11/16/big-day-for-my-ego/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/11/17/well-she-crapped-all-over-that/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/12/11/opinions-please-mil-issues-reality-check/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2008/12/24/babies-if-then-but/

http://jemjester.wordpress.com/2009/02/05/just/